Fate meh

right to computation

How did Jensen have so much free time

Coffee withdrawal sucks big time

still discovering the extent to which my nervous system was disrupted by what happened in iran over the past year and a half

the wound still there

it seems as if my life stopped
as if it was tied to the communication channels being open

and when you don't have a job that will force you to switch context, or you don't have a partner that will force you to normalise, it's really hard to figure these things out while going through the trauma, at least the first time around - no jobs felt meaningful during these times, no date felt like i could be fully present, no place felt like home

Milady think they are cool hardcore rebels with this aesthetic but mostly only speak about anarchism and revolution which isn't appealing to actual revolutionaries putting their lives at risk, fighting on the ground and leaving their comfi lives to relieve the world of systemic violence, genocide and tyranny

Debate about sepukku for hours thinking you're so hardcore, bullying is weak, instead go out and help your neighbor carry its groceries